I know that I’m hard to love. Some days I’m all smiles and affection and then other days there’s nothing I want more than to be quiet and lie in bed.
Sometimes I get angry about stupid things and won’t want to talk to you. Other days I’ll think that you’re the most perfect person in the world.
Please don’t give up on me. I know it’s not easy but I’ll always come back to you." - Letters to the next (I hope you try)
This changed me
It’s a horrible feeling when you’ve been so fucked around and manipulated in the past that when someone shows genuine interest, you scrutinise every aspect of their behaviour to make yourself believe that it’s not possible for them to have any type of feelings for you.